2/19/14- The past couple of days, I have just felt consumed with his presence!!!!!!! Brady's presence that is..........WHY....... I don't know, but I have felt him with me;))) What a great feeling!!! When I feel him it makes me love Taylor even stronger and I never imagined I could love her anymore.
Taylor is 20 months which seems absolulely obsurd to me, but she will definitely be 2 years old in 4 months. I am not sure where the time has gone, but while it is been very emotionally trying it has been so incredible watching my precious little miracle grow into the amazing toddler she is today.
I often say out loud " That little girl right in front of me was 2lbs and 28 weeks, no one would ever believe me", I think to myself how lucky we are that she escaped all of the complications that her precious brother had to endure. He saved her life, he really did, while he had to sacrifice his own!!!!
I love you Brady and I miss you every day- I flash back to the 3 months that I got to love you and hold you and read to you and smell you- oh I miss you, but I smile bigger and bigger when I think of the life that you are living everyday!!!
While Gods master plan is very hard to understand, your purpose is apparent and you have touched and changed so many lives!!!
Your sister loves looking at your pictures, she kisses you, she pats your face, and she is learning all about you!!!! You will live on with us forever until we meet again my precious little boy!!!!
We love you, Mommy, Daddy and Taylor
